Finding love can be profoundly sad. Sad because it can not last forever. It can not survive death. I think that if I could have remained miserable I’d not have minded dying so much, but it is a very hard concept for the very rich and those who are in love because they feel they have so much to lose. Last time I did mescaline I was convinced nothing could ever die, because, I felt, the inertia, the energy would continue on forever. The life force is obviously an energy. If matter can not be created or destroyed, I reasoned, then neither can energy. Everything is eternal. Things change, sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly, but nothing entirely vanishes. Of course living energy is transferred between living things when one entity devours another, but I was envisioning the consciousness, the ‘self’ moving on through various incarnations. These incarnations may or may not have always been corporeal.
Now I’m thinking different. I don’t feel I was taking the body into consideration, I was only looking at consciousness, and consciousness is a by product of complex chemical reactions in the brain. Once the body perishes and petrifaction sets in the chemistry giving rise to self awareness will cease to function in that way, I feel its safe to speculate. I suppose that’s why religious people have traditionally believed in a separate entity called the soul that, I gather, they believe is made from some sort of ethereal substance that is impervious to degenerative physical processes, yet is somehow part of the body till the death of the body frees it.
I don’t know much about the soul, or even the concept of the soul, admittedly, but I believe in a sort of spirituality. The spirituality of race. Its not a scientific belief, rather an intuitive belief, like all religions.
These young White people who so enthusiastically fight against their own people have been hypnotised since the cradle through music, television, movies, biased news reporting and their teachers to believe that all evil stems from their own genes, and that to believe unconditionally in their own race is the ultimate evil. Have many of these children ever lived under black rule? I wonder how many times they would have to be assaulted, robbed or raped by negroes before they would begin to suspect they are not morally superior to Caucasians?
The naivete of youth assumes things will always be basically the same. Of course, because their brief span of existence is all they know it seems, to them at least, to be an awful long time, and because the world has been more or less the same all their life, they assume it always will be. It is difficult for them to imagine life being much worse, and it is just as hard for them to comprehend that it may have been much better at an earlier time. I felt much the same way when I was younger. The economy was good, there was plenty of work to be had, and most of the jobs paid enough to keep you going in relative comfort, and there was always the possibility of advancement if you took your job seriously. I was always somewhat bemused by my grandfather speaking about preparing for rough times ahead, for changes in the economy. I certainly believed him when he told us about the great depression, but surely all that stuff was behind us now, and people have learned and safe guards have been taken to prevent such a thing from happening again. Of course I was assuming the whole thing was some kind of unfortunate economic accident. Now I’m thinking it was, in a way, all part of some overall plan. The forces of Communism were waxing in strength in all the western countries during those times, most strongly in Germany. It was only the National Socialist movement in that country that put a stop to it. In fighting that war the US became a major world power and the US was a race unto itself with its own political philosophy, so after that war the world polarized into the free world and what was behind the iron curtain. This tension, this dynamic, this tug of war lasted for around 45 years as the culture of our country, the will of the people who created and maintained it, slowly crumbled under the insidious forces of Cultural Marxism and Political Correctness. Finally the Soviet Union itself dissolved in preparation for the New World Order. We lost an undeclared war which was fought through the media and Universities in the minds of our people. It has always been and always will be about race. Nothing else matters. In my own lifetime I have seen the economy slowly rotting away. I have seen the demographics of this country brown down and I have seen the quality and value of life cheapen considerably. America use to be a very safe country, but here, like in all other White countries, law and order has been breaking down. It is hardly a coincidence that this phenomenon parallels the insane influx of third world riff raff into our countries.
I understand that in this tower of Babel many of us have non White friends, many of us have negro acquaintances we may be fond of, but the secret to success, and often times survival itself, lies in properly prioritizing. Your family should always come before your friends. You’re not at all surprised when you see that your non White friends feel like this so why should it be such an abhorrent idea for you to embrace? Especially when your own people have given so much to the world and can still yet give so much more?
I feel I may have strayed a bit off topic here, so let me see if I can once again pick up the thread…
If it is true that the soul travels on a spiritual journey refining itself through incarnations until it is reunited with it’s source, with godhead, it stands to reason the incarnations would all be, for the most part, within bodies of the same race. Even Hindus who believe people can be reincarnated into animal bodies believe that would only happen if you did something horrible thereby vilifying yourself so much you no longer deserved a human body. Otherwise reincarnation is a sort of progressive evolution towards perfection. The idea of racial reincarnation is not new, I didn’t make it up. I think the first time I heard about it was in the media when they were advertising some article about a Rabbi who believes he has been reincarnated several times, but always as a Jew. Well of course, that should surprise no one since the Jews believe they are the only humans on the earth and all the rest of us are no better than cattle, so, according to them at least, we may not even have souls to reincarnate. Actually I’m not even entirely sure Jews themselves have souls as this Jew’s cockamamie beliefs are the first Jewish religious system I’ve heard of that actually referenced them. Sure, they use the world ‘soul’ a lot, but I’ve never heard of this ‘soul’ doing much of anything. I don’t think they even believe in an afterlife. Their Talmud only drones on ad nauseum about how vastly superior that are to everybody else. As far as I know their tribal god Yahweh is the only proof they have of this superiority since, from everything I’ve read, Europeans have invented pretty much everything useful in this world as well as nearly everything that makes modern life enjoyable. Oh well, what else can you expect from a race of assholes?
OK. Since I wrote the above I have done some quick, facile research and it seems they have some pretty wild convictions about the afterlife apparently. They don’t have a hell but they have seven heavens, each progressively better than the last. Naturally the lesser heavens are like ghettos or slums for us goyim while the top ones are like Manhattan and Beverly Hills exclusively for the yids.
Anyway, the more you objectively learn about other races and their attitudes towards other races the less warm, fuzzy and lovable they reveal themselves as. This is why increasingly I’m beginning to see what a foolish waste of time perhaps it is for us to be so focused on educating the public at large. All this information is out there, readily available for now anyway, yet most people just don’t care, and many people, I have found, are actually afraid of it. Yes, information makes them uncomfortable. Knowledge actually frightens them. Most people are content to mindlessly spend their lives wading in a lukewarm pool of trivia rather than risk the spiritual shock of alternately diving between scalding hot and ice cold facts and revelations.
I have noticed in the blogosphere that many WNs have a very religious attitude toward our cause. The sincerely believe that good can not help but triumph over evil, almost as if they solemnly believe God will always dutifully set things to rights. Sometimes they shame me for my pessimism as if I were a Christian who doubted the existence of God.
I am pretty new to writing and I frequently don’t know how to end things. I suppose White survival means more to me because if our race goes extinct there will be no more white bodies for us to get reincarnated into. I suppose then it will truly be the end of the line for us and our spiritual force will finally just fizzle out pathetically after tens of thousands of years of mighty struggle. Surely we can all agree we and our ancestors deserve much better than that!
Sorry this post wasn’t so well thought out, but at least I tried.